Life is challenging at the moment

At the moment it's a battle of the wills with Odelia going to sleep. 
It's a Mexican stand off most days to see who will break first..shes hoping I give in and pick her up, rock her to hoping she just lays down and falls to sleep...

Lord give me strength today..25 mins into today stand off and I might have this one team! Argh..its hard to not go and pick her up when she's so upset but I don't want to create bad habits for us both. I want her to learn to self settle.

And I do feel bad that she gets upset but I can't rock her to sleep

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